Equilibrium

Its OK for you to call me names like
"Cracker", "Honky", Whitey, Gringo,
Peckerwood, "Goyem" and "White Boy.
If I call you "******", Spook, "Kike",
"Spic", "Beaner", "Sand-******", "Chink"
or "Gook", that makes me a racist.

Your musicians, actors, and comedians
constantly rant against my people. White
entertainers don't dare mention race lest
their careers be ruined. You demand
respect and offer none in return.

You want us to call you "African-American"
although you've never been to Africa. True
Africans envy you for having been born
in the world's greatest country. African
immigrants learn to speak better English
than you do.

You never stop complaining about
"slavery" while casting accusing looks at
me. I have never owned a slave, nor have
any of my living relatives. You have never
been a slave, nor have any of your living
relatives. If your slave ancestors could
see you today, they'd surely wonder what
the hell you're whining about.

You condemn White activists who speak
of separation, but you have no problem
with your own activists who call for
domination and/or destruction of my
entire race.

You complain that Whites commit violence
against you, but your own ghettos are the
most dangerous places to be. You demand
the right to move into our neighborhoods.
If one of us is attacked while visiting your
neighborhood, nobody notices. If you are
attacked in ours, the world is instructed to
hate, judge and condemn us.

The Crusades, Bataan Death March, and
other historic events during which White
Christians were tortured and massacred
mean nothing to you; yet you require the
entire worlds population to mourn the
Jewish "Holocaust" for time eternal.

You've manipulated us into helping you
steal Palestinian land at great cost to our
own safety and welfare. Now, instead of
moving there, you stay to ridicule and
berate our elected leaders for fighting the
wars that were started against us because
of our misguided alliance with you.

You denounce us for saying "Merry
Christmas" in public while you make a
fortune selling us your Christmas
merchandise.

Your borders are heavily guarded against
illegal immigration, but if we speak of
protecting our own borders we are again
called racists. You come here illegally to
flee your corrupt, diseased, poverty-stricken
countries but refuse to adopt our language
and lifestyle.

You have the United Negro College Fund.
You have Martin Luther King Day.
You have Black History Month.
You have the Black Caucus.
You have "Affirmative" Action.
You have Cesar Chavez Day.
You have Cinco de Mayo
You have Yom Hashoah.
You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi.
You have the NAACP.
You have Ramadan.
You have BET.

If there became such a thing as White
Entertainment Television it would be shut
down rapidly by the liberal Jewish media.

If we announced a White Pride Day wed
be bashed worldwide for our arrogance.

If we created a White History Month, it
would be summarily denounced and
banned, just as our state flags and history
lessons are being censored and edited,
bit-by-bit, simply to avoid offending you.

If we maintained an organization for White
folks only, to "advance" our lives, wed be
dismissed as the most incorrigible bigots.

If we had an Aryan Defense League, wed
be cursed as Nazi scum.

What if our politicians formed a White
Caucus? How long would that last?

If we built a college fund that awarded
Scholarships only to White students, the
money would be confiscated and the
organizers would be publicly excoriated.

If we proposed legislation that required
business contracts to be offered first to
White entrepreneurs, we'd be soundly
ridiculed and punished for violating your
civil rights.

If we had a "Million Man March for White
people, the worlds population would
angrily decry our insolence.

You rob, rape, carjack, beat and shoot us.
When a white policeman beats or shoots
a violent black or hispanic criminal you
call it a hate crime and demand justice.

Your exclusive special-interest groups
(Black Muslims, Black Panthers, Anti
Defamation League, NAACP, etc.) are all
perpetuated in the name of pride and
safety while ours are outlawed and
labeled as hate groups.

You consciously embrace racism and
preserve hatred while claiming to reject
them both. They have been your crutches
since birth, passed down to you from your
parents and grandparents. Without them
you are not special; therefore, you strive
to keep them alive and flourishing.

We don't hate you for the color of your
skin or because you pray to a different
God. That is a myth of the confused
North American liberal. Most of us would
be happy to live in a world where all human
beings are given equal opportunity to
succeed or fail according to their own
personal merits and flaws; however, we
will not ultimately submit to your desire
to dominate, rule and exterminate us.

I am White and unashamed. I am, in fact,
proud of my White heritage, the values
of my White Family and the outstanding
achievements of my Aryan Ancestors.

If that makes me a racist, then so be it.

But just this once, take a break from
slandering me long enough to look at
yourself in the above light. If you have
any moral conviction at all, you are
bound to see how much uglier is your
hypocrisy compared to my racism.

I read over this again after not seeing it for a while. A lot of things I have seen and read came to mind while looking at it. Typically, many of us view writings like this as being that of just white frustration...but I have encountered so much that I see some, and I would like to emphasize the word some here, truth in this. I am not even boxing this kind of mentality to only race but also to sex, gender and orientation as well. I love so much that we have begun a transformation away from the oppressive society that was really not even a hundred years ago, but I worry about the cost in the methods we are using honestly.

For instance, not too long ago I moved back here to Dallas and was talking to an old friend of mine online about how things are down in Oak Lawn, which has become the center for the LGBT community here in Dallas, when she had suggested getting a job down there because I might have an easier time transitioning down there. She reassured me that transwomen and transmen are accepted pretty well down there, it's the bisexuals they don't like too much. Of course I asked because in some areas it is the opposite. I mean, sometimes I wonder what happened to the B and the T that are at the end of that acronym, or is it an initialism? It doesn't matter, what does matter is it four letters to represent four types of people to form one "community" of people. Why must we fight amongst ourselves like this? So it is not just among groups that are typically seen as divided but amongst those of us who are supposed to be united. It goes even further than that in the LGBT community. I think this was brilliantly displayed by Michelle on youtube's Beaver Bunch, that even among lesbians women who are seen as too "femme" are often outed, it makes you wonder what I am thinking wanting to be a lesbian transwoman sometimes huh, it's a degree of elitism I haven't seen since the late 90s when I used to notice it among gay men. It seems a lot of gay men moved out of that mentality and the lesbians picked it up...or maybe they already had it and I never noticed because for some odd reason I didn't run into a lot of lesbians growing up.

And to be fair, it's one thing when it is done in good clean fun like I hear the Rocky Horror Picture Show does. To those who have been to a show or heard about I am sure you are quite familiar with them making fun of the "breeders", "fags", etc. where the goal is that you make fun of EVERYONE. It is known that nobody is outside of your radar and you don't get pissy about others doing it as well. Though, there is a problem when it comes to the hypocrisy of allowing by some people and not by others. People can get very over sensitive about this.

What I think is missed by those that circulate the above email is that most people are not wanting the right to make bigoted remarks against others but don't like that others get away with it. People generally don't like hypocrisy. Why call someone else a bigoted term if you don't want it done to you? It is something which shouldn't be ignored, because we cannot be a united human race when we allow things like this. As long as those dividing lines exist, we all have a perpetual pendulum that swings from one extreme to the other. Just as many blacks who grew up under the racism of white oppression are still bitter about it, many whites who have not grown up seeing that but see racism towards them will keep a bitter attitude about it. To which they will grow up and repeat a version of what their ancestors did shortly before that...and so on and so on. The same thing happens among gays and lesbians where straight people and bisexuals are constantly made fun of yet would throw a hissy fit if they hear it directed at them.

This of course leaves a lot of concern that those who pass these around and display them don't realize that the old system has left its mark that we have not fully done away with. The old misogyny still exists, as does the racism by whites. Businesses are still not geared to really deal with minorities and we are still divided by these lines in our neighborhoods. We still have a need for the gay bars and the gay section of towns because many areas are not able to handle those of us who are not cisgendered straight people. Our society has made a lot of strides, but we have still have a lot of work to do. Let's be honest it doesn't happen overnight. I think it is a balance of letting up on both sides to realize we need to acknowledge both points of view and start taking a look at it rationally instead of lining up along the battle lines to prepare for a fight from the other side.